Norman83's bioI was married for 36 yrs. Sadly my husband passed away recently after a long term illness. It is so difficult to be suddenly alone after such a long time. Even though I am at times lonely I find myself shying away from family a little, I do not know why this is. I have no regrets because for 33 years we had a fab time together. I love holidays although not had many in the last year or two. Love music,theatre,laughing. Hobbies have been few lately,too busy.